I write things like how I imagine it in my head, in my heart and sometimes out loud. I’m kind of a square peg that is often shoved into round holes. Sometimes I think I enjoy not fitting in too much. Other times, I think I often try to fit in way too much. Writing liberates me and is the only thing, aside form my own mother that can choke me (not literal).

Born the youngest child, I’m a natural people pleaser. However, my desire to stand in the spotlight is often overwhelmed by my need to solitude.

I’m a big picture kind of girl. I often get frustrated because I find things to be too trivial - and will go into a “what does this mean to this short existence of ours” kind of question. I have always wished I could fast forward things or learn things by osmosis. My family just thinks that’s laziness. Hahaha.

I think i just found the direction in life that I want to take. It’s always been there, but somehow, I always walked around it but now it’s more apparent then ever. Whether or not I get there, remains to be seen.

I don’t think I’m that much of an enigma - but I definitely am a puzzle to lots of people. I’m the kind of person that loves freedom but needs structure. I can go on and on. I will stop here for now.